Originally Posted by
Kazimiera
Thanks guys!
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I've been struggling with the endometriosis for about 25 years. It isn't something that happened suddenly. There was going to come a day when everything imploded and last weekend was that day.
Fortunately I never wanted children. I suspect I would have had problems getting pregnant and suffered from infertility due to the extent of the disease. Fertility (or the lack thereof) isn't something that ever concerned me. I don't regret not having children. I know for some (most) people it is very important but for me it was a non-issue.
It does feel strange though. Physically strange. I've been living my normal everyday life with my bladder fused onto my uterus for years. Now that my bladder has been released, having a pee is a whole new experience. What I was doing before and what I am doing now are completely different. I still need to get my head around this being the new normal. It's like I'm in a new body and I still have to figure out how everything works. It's only been four days so I'm sure I will encounter some more surprises along the way.