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Maybe this sounds pathetic idk
I had trouble enough getting my "friends" to do anything.I wanted to check out cool Brazilian restaurants in Pittsburgh,but they just wanted to do drugs and have sex. The last two people I associated with IRL I stopped talking to because they're assholes and one of them only "hung out" with me in order to beg me for cash to buy heroin. I live in a low populated area and no one seems genuinely friendly. I've tried going into stores and places and making random convos with people there, but that just makes me feel like a creepy old man.The last few jobs I've had were mostly worked by old ladies,so no point in befriending them. At the restaurant gig, I made friends with a chick. We chilled at her house and smoked pot once,but after that, she stopped answering my texts for some reason. I found it odd because I was on my best behavior that night.
I feel as if I am wasting my youth laying around and doing nothing. I don't to be old and find I had no good experiences. That thought terrifies me more than any other.
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