My wife and I are in our 30s, originally from India, but living in the US. When we met we both had our doubts about marriage, but our respective families pushed us into it. We have been married for almost three years now. When I met her initially, I was already late for marriage, and having kids was topmost priority for me.
During our courtship, even though I did not find her very attractive physically, we had good, almost childish, mental chemistry and understanding. Every time I met her, I kept feeling there was a problem with her physique but couldn’t pinpoint it.
She has a thick voice, and sometimes an uncouth, almost manly personality. We have had absolutely no physical relationship for the past 1.5 years, primarily because of me using some excuse. I don’t want to have kids and buy a house with her until I decide whether I’m staying in this relationship.
The frustration is compounded when I go out and see other attractive women. I feel depressed and think that I deserve better.
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