Dealing With Lust

**~~Zephyrus~~** · 03-26-2017, 03:40 PM

Originally Posted by crazyladybutterfly

i rememer that i almost vomited when my friend showed me porn when i was 16 lol

There's a raging demon somewhere deep inside you, just waiting to be released.

**crazyladybutterfly** · 03-26-2017, 03:42 PM

Originally Posted by Wota fuq

it is sadly the truth . maybe if i wasnt asexual and had a bf (or gf) i wouldnt have let depression consume me for 2 years

**~~Zephyrus~~** · 03-26-2017, 03:42 PM

Originally Posted by crazyladybutterfly

i rememer that i almost vomited when my friend showed me porn when i was 16 lol

There's a raging demon somewhere deep inside you, just waiting to be unleashed.

**Sekarotuinen** · 03-26-2017, 03:44 PM

Originally Posted by Wadaad

yea i dont think OP is legit

Having the phrase "deen over dunya" repeated at you over and over again from birth can only go so far. I think I'm pretty tame compared to most. Would most borderline degenerates seek help from an Imam? Not at all. I am trying to be a good Muslim, but it is a hard thing for me to overcome this.

**crazyladybutterfly** · 03-26-2017, 03:44 PM

Originally Posted by Zephyrus

There's a raging demon somewhere deep inside you, just waiting to be unleashed.

i cant even have sex without dying from pain

**crazyladybutterfly** · 03-26-2017, 03:45 PM

Originally Posted by Sekarotuinen

Having the phrase "deen over dunya" repeated at you over and over again from birth can only go so far. I think I'm pretty tame compared to most. Would most borderline degenerates seek help from an Imam? Not at all. I am trying to be a good Muslim, but it is a hard thing for me to overcome this.

marry him.

**Sekarotuinen** · 03-26-2017, 03:46 PM

Originally Posted by crazyladybutterfly

marry him.

I dont think it is right on both a personal and spiritual level to force him to say Shahada for my own desire.

I suppose that is the least degenerate path available to me though.

**Insuperable** · 03-26-2017, 03:46 PM

Originally Posted by crazyladybutterfly

it is sadly the truth . maybe if i wasnt asexual and had a bf (or gf) i wouldnt have let depression consume me for 2 years

Then stop playing video games, go outside (lack on sunlight encourages depression) and find a boyfriend. You are young and your depression might get only worse. Or if you want I can cross the Adriatic and help you fight depression.