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now that you re adults and getting old , does it bother you being called ugly?
once we step in the adult world and see those who surround us getting uglier as the day pass we realize that everyone is destined to uglyness unless they die young , before their 30th birthday
have you accepted your ugliness? have you given up? i did both
but it still bothers me when i am called ugly , not because i want to be attractive now
i no longer care
but because it triggers me sad memories of the past when i was still a puppy , i want to forget it and imagine i had a normal childhood and adolescence
but the lookism i face still now is a sad reminder that i missed a lot in my life , if i had a normal look i wouldnt have suffered for so many years of depression
i wouldnt have low social skills , i would have a job and almost finished a university course or i would be doing a career in the military
but because of my look and its consequences i lost many opportunities
the worst part is that i am not even taken seriously , i wish i was actually uglier so people would at least be supportive towards me
now i get both of the worst worlds of the female life , i got both creeps/molesters and insults for my look if i was deformed i would have at least gotten only the second one
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