I'm much more stable and mature now

**Italicus** · 11-19-2023, 03:28 AM

Hey everyone. I was looking at my post history recently, and I realize that in the past I was pretty fucked in the head. This may be too much information, but the hiatus that I took was for healing from cocaine and mental health issues. Lets just say i didnt have a very happy childhood (my parents and family loved me, but kids can be fucking cruel.) I won't be making any more incitements to the holocaust or calling people the n word anymore. I'm sorry I did that, that was awful. But now I am in a much better place in life. I've been sober for almost two months now and I have started dating a really nice girl, things are doing great

**frankhammer** · 11-19-2023, 04:28 AM

Good for you

**Melkiirs** · 11-19-2023, 04:45 AM

This is very normal to recognize with maturity. I now realize that incessant trollish and provactive posting like with several of my previous accounts is not worth it. Good to hear your situation is improving and that you are more stable.

**Incal** · 11-19-2023, 06:50 AM

The last place I'd raise my kids at, is the US. Glad you are feeling better.

**Italicus** · 11-19-2023, 07:19 AM

Originally Posted by Incal

The last place I'd raise my kids at, is the US. Glad you are feeling better.

Why though? This country was good to my family, that's why they came in the first place. My dad didn't like the nepotism in Italy, so he and my mom came here and made very comfortable lives for themselves and my siblings. I think I would have been treated the same even if I were born in Italy. Like I said, kids can be dickheads. And thank you

**BakersfieldChimp** · 11-19-2023, 01:56 PM

Originally Posted by Italicus

Hey everyone. I was looking at my post history recently, and I realize that in the past I was pretty fucked in the head. This may be too much information, but the hiatus that I took was for healing from cocaine and mental health issues. Lets just say i didnt have a very happy childhood (my parents and family loved me, but kids can be fucking cruel.) I won't be making any more incitements to the holocaust or calling people the n word anymore. I'm sorry I did that, that was awful. But now I am in a much better place in life. I've been sober for almost two months now and I have started dating a really nice girl, things are doing great

Congrats on getting your life together. I have a close friend who got sober when he was 28 and has been at it for over 10 years. We seriously thought he would not make thirty. From living on his mom's couch with a stepfather who could not stand him to "married...with children" with a stepfather whom he gets along with.

Funny that after my friend cleaned up his act, his stepfather changed.

**Incal** · 11-19-2023, 04:19 PM

Originally Posted by Italicus

Why though? This country was good to my family, that's why they came in the first place. My dad didn't like the nepotism in Italy, so he and my mom came here and made very comfortable lives for themselves and my siblings. I think I would have been treated the same even if I were born in Italy. Like I said, kids can be dickheads. And thank you

WAS good. Not anymore IMO: I don't know a single american born after the 2000's who's not addicted to some drug and got mental issues.