I am scared to death of having a disease right now, because of some symptoms

[Zeno]

Right now, I have a feeling of weakness in my legs while standing still, but I can walk normally, balance and I don't fall over at all, being completely stable. But I can't help but feel that my legs are like jello at multiple times during the day, even when I've gotten adequate rest.

Then, my speech: I still think it sounds off-key and slurred, but all others say it sounds perfectly clear. I asked my therapist to whom I went recently and he told me there's no issues with my speech.

I really don't know what to do anymore. Should I go to a neurologist now? The previous week, out of my panic, I went to two hospitals, they did blood tests, ECGs and ultrasounds, as I thought it was cardiological, and... Nothing. What else can I do?

I seriously don't think it's my anxiety anymore...

[CordedWhelp]

Anxiety does weird shit, and fixation can create issues which manifest in the physical. I went through a similar phase a little while back (not necessarily with the legs)..I had a couple of blocked saliva glands that I was convinced was cancer (as well as hyper fixation and just anything that seemed odd and different). I just put it in God’s Hands and I’m much better now, for real.

[PlattitüdenPaule]

Trust me, buddy; this is definitely anxiety. You`re spiraling from one panic attack into the next. The whole deal sounds like mild derealization to me which is really nothing more than a (albeit very uncomfortable and low key scary) defense mechanism of your brain, to avoid overstimulation. I know that sounds like the hardest thing to do right now, but you`ve got to calm down. Tell yourself this will be over soon and cant harm you.

[Annihilus]

Are you currently on medication for your anxiety?

[Melkiirs]

Right now, I have a feeling of weakness in my legs while standing still, but I can walk normally, balance and I don't fall over at all, being completely stable. But I can't help but feel that my legs are like jello at multiple times during the day, even when I've gotten adequate rest.

Then, my speech: I still think it sounds off-key and slurred, but all others say it sounds perfectly clear. I asked my therapist to whom I went recently and he told me there's no issues with my speech.

I really don't know what to do anymore. Should I go to a neurologist now? The previous week, out of my panic, I went to two hospitals, they did blood tests, ECGs and ultrasounds, as I thought it was cardiological, and... Nothing. What else can I do?

I seriously don't think it's my anxiety anymore...

Is it possible you have a conversion disorder which can lead to a realistic perception of physical impairment? Have you received an evaluation from a psychologist since these symptoms began to appear?

[tropicalslavic]

This reminds me a lot of when I was convinced I was going to faint of allergic reactions to random things and it turned out to just be crippling panic attacks from PTSD. I felt a lot of the same symptoms despite my vitals being perfectly fine (except increased heart rate/blood pressure from the anxiety). I know it sucks to hear that something you feel so truly to be a real physical illness is probably in your head, but take it from the nutcase with multiple psychological disorders - sometimes it really is panic convincing you that you're dying.

[Csaba]

[catgeorge]

Anxiety attacks because you are likely under alot of perceived stress.
There is medication for it - but nothing exercising along the Greek beaches won't help.
My brain runs 100 miles per hour during business hours and when I eat I feel like I want to sleep because whats focussed in my head spreads out to my organs to digest food and forgets my head. It's something similar.

[Victor]

Just get an understanding there's no objective reasons for it and if there are, we're all gonna die sooner or later.

[Annihilus]

If you are not on medication right now you should slam a few beers, if the feeling subsides it is anxiety.