Sometimes I get a little bit sad about not living in Europe. Don't get me wrong, I love living in Africa, but sometimes I wish I was closer to what is really mine. I'm a first generation South African with no real roots here, but no real roots in Europe either. Speak a foreign language here, and I would speak foreign languages in Europe. Sometimes I feel like I'm looking for something but I don't know what. Sometimes I feel a little lost. It's like living in limbo - neither here nor there.
My blood is from Europe.
Sometimes I also wonder whether Europeans would accept me. Not in terms of me moving there, but in terms of being a person. Sometimes I feel that I would be seen as an alien.
I don't know. What do you think??