Originally Posted by
Jackson
Indeed. Quite honestly at least from my perspective i find it hard to focus on people talking to me if my brain regards it as non-essential information. On the other hand when something as regard as essential or important information and it interests me, it is extremely difficult to remove my attention from it, and if i do manage to i usually end up in a period of what i could describe as social numbness, because that other thing (and it can just be one thing) will be the only thing i think about. Like in regards to short term things i can get into a good book and spend every second possible reading it, sometimes forgetting to eat or other essential things unless i have no other choice. Over a more longer timescale my attention seems to be focused usually on one or a small number of particular things for anywhere from a couple of weeks or so to a number of months. But instead of managing multiple interests over a long periods of time, it is rather that i will focus intensely on one thing, forsaking everything else unless it is absolutely neccessary. But then one day i can get up and i suddenly have no interest in it and may not touch it again for months. For example using like any subject - I could gorge my interest for it in every spare minute i have for a month or two and then it's just like a switch goes off somewhere, and you would have to physically force me to do it again, and i wouldn't be able to maintain any form of cohesion or interest for more than a couple of minutes.
Like as an example the last 5 days or so, apart from eating food (as quickly as possible and choosing 'easy' food), using the toilet and cleaning i have spent every waking moment investigating the current political situation, or posting about it on here and other forums. It's almost like a selective obsession, you get to the point where you exhaust all sources of information and so wait impatiently for the next bit to pop up. Probably in a week or so i will just lose interest completely as something else takes over, i don't know what though.
You don't really have much choice though, if i am not doing what my current obsession is then i get irritable, impatient and tend to be unable to think clearly both inside and outside social situations. It's almost like your brain is holding your body at gunpoint and telling you to do things you are really interested in and enjoy. It's great when you are doing it, but really uncomfortable when you aren't.
Sometimes i find you get short periods (maybe a day or less) where you are between obsessions and feel completely lost and hopeless. Like you start doing things and then stop just as you start, and can do this many times. Like you can go through many books or games or whatever and stop within a couple of minutes or before you even start reading the first page.
I'm pretty sure both extroverts and introverts have this but it's more pronounced in introverts.
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