My apologies to all

[Eldritch]

Some days ago, in a sad and rather embarrassing moment of all-encompassing despair, I posted a message in which I expressed the intention to kill myself.

They say suicide is not a choice, anymore than belching or farting is a choice. However despite my earlier post, I have never entertained any serious thought of actually killing myself.

There is fine but important distinction between wanting to die, and wanting to be dead. Despite the histrionics expressed in my earlier post, I doubt I'll ever be man enough to actually take steps to cause my own death.

I am profoundly ashamed and regretful for my self-pitying drama-queen antics. I apologise to everyone to whom I've caused distress, and I'm also thankful to all the supportive messages I've received.

I'll be fine for now, and I intend to slowly but surely re-integrate myself into this community.

[The Lawspeaker]

Exordium. Thank the Gods you are alive. And for me it doesn't matter what the other people will say- it is my personal opinion that you need not to "slowly re-integrate" as you are one of our own.
Let's just be happy that you are safe and sound.


Welcome home.

[Ulf]

“The thought of suicide is a powerful solace: by means of it one gets through many a bad night” - F.W. Nietzsche

Welcome back, Exordium.

[Brännvin]

Gee, I already was thinking about the;
Finno-Ugrian suicide hypothesis (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14620226)
:eek: :D :p
j/k

[Eldritch]

Gee, I already was thinking about the;
Finno-Ugrian suicide hypothesis (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14620226)
:eek: :D :p
j/k

It is not by any means improbable, actually.

[Freomæg]

Gee, I already was thinking about the;
Finno-Ugrian suicide hypothesis (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14620226)
:eek: :D :p
j/k
That's actually kind of interesting.

And Exordium - while I never saw your original thread on this matter, I admire you for confessing the way you have and I don't think you have to worry about it reflecting badly upon your reputation at all.

[Äike]

I'm happy to see you posting here again, Exordium. All of us have ups and downs during our life. Just don't think about death this much again and all will be fine:wink

[Beorn]

Silly bugger. It's good to see you are feeling better.

[Jarl]

I'll be fine for now, and I intend to slowly but surely re-integrate myself into this community.

OMG! You're are already integrated here... but if that's your ordinary summer "fine", then I don't want to wait till the dark Finnish winter autumn comes! ;)

[Beorn]

Isn't it that suicide rates go up during the summertime?

[Tabiti]

Isn't it that suicide rates go up during the summertime?
It is quite possible. Personally, I feel more depressed in summer than in winter.

Welcome back, Exordium, glad to hear you are feeling better!

[Lenny]

Why would they go up in summer?

[Äike]

Why would they go up in summer?

Summer is more depressing then winter.

[Vulpix]

Summer is more depressing then winter.

That's subjective. Personally it's the opposite.

[Aemma]

*Aemma reaches over the pond and gives Ex a HUGE bear hug!

**Ex is thinking to himself, God damnit woman, you're cracking my ribs!! :p :D


Aww Ex, slowly, schmowly, eh? We just rewind a tad and pick it up from there, mon ami! :)

Welcome back Ex! :) :thumb001:

[Cato]

Welcome back.

[Hors]

There is fine but important distinction between wanting to die, and wanting to be dead. Despite the histrionics expressed in my earlier post, I doubt I'll ever be man enough to actually take steps to cause my own death.


Not man enough? Nonsense! We all believe in you. Proceed with the original plan!

[The Lawspeaker]

Not man enough? Nonsense! We all believe in you. Proceed with the original plan!
F.ck you, Hors. How dare you !

[Äike]

F.ck you, Hors. How dare you !

If you still haven't understood, then Hors would be delighted if everyone who aren't Russian, would kill themselves. He especially wishes that for several Northern-European peoples.

It's Hors, you can expect everything from him:)

[Beorn]

I posted an article about suicide rates increasing in the summertime here (http://www.theapricity.com/forum/showthread.php?p=64557#post64557).

[lei.talk]

OMG!...if that's your ordinary summer "fine", then,
I don't want to wait till the dark Finnish winter/autumn comes! ;)
winter depression or S.A.D. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seasonal_affective_disorder)

[Lenny]

That's subjective. Personally it's the opposite.
Err, I don't think it's subjective. Summer is definitely a lot more uplifting, objectively, isn't it? Certainly in northern-Europe anyway. (Some places it gets far too hot and that's a problem in itself).

I mean, in Finland it never even gets fully dark these days (mid summer), and the temperature is perfect for a European (20C).

[Eldritch]

Not man enough? Nonsense! We all believe in you. Proceed with the original plan!

How about you go first.

[Aemma]

Not man enough? Nonsense! We all believe in you. Proceed with the original plan!

Ok Hors, come on. This goes beyond the lines of decency. It stops here.

[Lady L]

Glad you are back and feeling better. :)

[Sarmata]

How about you go first.

I'm glad that you're ok Exordium sometimes "life is a bitch". As for a Hors I think that many members of this forum will be supported him in such hard moments:thumb001: Ofcourse, I'm sure of it:rolleyes:;) Go...Hors....go....jump:D

[Osweo]

Christ, man. Will you not do this sort of thing again? It gets the women all hot and bothered. I didn't comment before as I don't really know you, but think of how you affect everyone else next time, please.

[Vulpix]

Err, I don't think it's subjective. Summer is definitely a lot more uplifting, objectively, isn't it? Certainly in northern-Europe anyway. (Some places it gets far too hot and that's a problem in itself).

I mean, in Finland it never even gets fully dark these days (mid summer), and the temperature is perfect for a European (20C).

A little misunderstanding there. While I agree summer is more uplifting, apparently it's not the case for everyone (http://www.theapricity.com/forum/showpost.php?p=64528&postcount=13) :p.

[Germanicus]

Christ, man. Will you not do this sort of thing again? It gets the women all hot and bothered. I didn't comment before as I don't really know you, but think of how you affect everyone else next time, please.

It looks like everyone here will forget all about it soon enough, anyway hyas mate:thumbs up

[Phlegethon]

Apologizing is gay.

[DarkZarathustra]

I'm happy that you are alive! :thumb001: Welcome back!

[Aemma]

Apologizing is gay.


Using the word "gay" is gay. :rolleyes: (Yes and I'm well aware of the neoplasm/tautology inherent in this statement as well).

[Phlegethon]

Pleonasm, not neoplasm. Pleonasm is the use of more words or word-parts than are necessary for clear expression. Neoplasm is an abnormal mass of tissue.

Want some protoplasm instead?

[Aemma]

Pleonasm, not neoplasm. Pleonasm is the use of more words or word-parts than are necessary for clear expression. Neoplasm is an abnormal mass of tissue.

Want some protoplasm instead?

Oops I was thinking Ghost Busters I guess...erm, more like Phleg Busters! :P

I'm also syllabically dyslexic.

Ahh all in good fun Phleg. Ease up for crying out loud. :rolleyes:

[Phlegethon]

It's OK you're uneducated, after all you're only female. ;)

[Aemma]

It's OK you're uneducated, after all you're only female. ;)


Suuuure....:rolleyes:

[Angantyr]

It's OK you're uneducated, after all you're only female. ;)

Wow, the first and only time I agree with Phlegethon with respect to the weaker sex. :thumb001:

EDIT: Except for Aemma.

[Aemma]

Wow, the first and only time I agree with Phlegethon with respect to the weaker sex. :thumb001:

What??? I'm uneducated Angantyr?????? Oh I hardly think so....I'm very well educated I will thank you very much! :mad:

[Smaland]

Good to hear from you! Hope we can all help you to be of good cheer. :)

[Phlegethon]

I'm very well educated I will thank you very much! :mad:

You dun bin like totally edumacated! Ain't dat sumpin', dawg?

[Tolleson]

You dun bin like totally edumacated! Ain't dat sumpin', dawg?

:lame:

[Loki]

Welcome back from the brink Exordium. :) Glad to see you around.



I'll be fine for now, and I intend to slowly but surely re-integrate myself into this community.

No need - you never left the community. Just jump right in again. :thumb001: