dichotomy between the world and God

why is it that God has projected this world but has concealed Himself?

how come my soul has a body and a mind and I am clothed with a body? why has this world come into appearance?

I am a jivatma, with a soul, body and mind, my soul originally belongs to God and meant to be in perfect unbroken union with Him, why therefore has this world come into appearance and what is it at all? how come the reverse has taken place? myself truly being a soul supposed to perceive God, yet I do not, but perceive the world instead?

the body and mind are functioning in full swing, the senses are alive and the world has come into full view, yet the soul has lost its connection to the Lord, is this not strange? madness?

whatever we like in this world, tricks us into believing and liking this world, and takes us away from God

the more we treat this world as non-existent and more we treat God as existent, the world will fade into the background and God will come to the forefront

I forgot the Lord, neglected Him, He decided to rule over me instead by putting me beneath Him, He decided to enforce Himself over me instead as the Lord and Master of the universe, so even though I became out of touch with Him, through this strange indescribable, untraceable, state of being called material embodiement, He still continued to relate to me as the controller and manipulator of the universe

Alright then, alright...

I am not the body, I am not the mind, I am the pure soul, the only thing I am meant to do, is connecting to Him and exalting Him

there is nothing that is happening, there is no one to talk to, there is no activity to perform, I hear no one, see no one, there is no world

its just me and God

This is actually closer to how Buddhism is supposed to be like, instead of mainstream Buddhism nowadays.