Sex is gross

[Jana]

It just how it is.. some people are just not good enough (like my self), and I'm ready to compromise for a partner. It is better for me to understand it from a young age instead of being more depressed than I'm now for the rest of my life. I am not as pretty as the relative you saw, and even half of them finished up alone.. I know I'm the failure of my family, even if my parents say they are very proud of me.

Don't ever think like that. It just in your head, not necessary nearly close to reality. Even ugly and stupid guys can find love, not to mention somebody like you

You need to work on your confidence and go to places where you can meet girls, and everything will fall to it's place naturally !

[Sp_loa]

Don't ever think like that. It just in your head, not necessary nearly close to reality. Even ugly and stupid guys can find love, not to mention somebody like you

You need to work on your confidence and go to places where you can meet girls, and everything will fall to it's place naturally !

I don't want to do it in Israel, I want to leave this country anyway. I fell like I'm stuck in a body and a country that doesn't represent me. I feel Jailed Unfortunately, I don't see any of that happens in the following years or ever. And my self-confidence died years ago. I used to think I'm not good enough not knowing why. At least now I know (but I'm not going to talk about it).

[Jana]

I don't want to do it in Israel, I want to leave this country anyway. I fell like I'm stuck in a body and a country that doesn't represent me. I feel Jailed Unfortunately, I don't see any of that happens in the following years or ever. And my self-confidence died years ago. I used to think I'm not good enough not knowing why. At least now I know (but I'm not going to talk about it).

where would you like to go ?

[Sp_loa]

where would you like to go ?

USA/Canada. I know what I want to do in life (Bio-Medical research), but I just can't see things going right for me... I need to accept reality...

[Jana]

USA/Canada. I know what I want to do in life (Bio-Medical research), but I just can't see things going right for me... I need to accept reality...

They will , when you don't expect it

Have a little faith.

[Sp_loa]

They will , when you don't expect it

Have a little faith.

I wish......

[Bobby Martnen]

I note you joined in 2011, but have a low post count, suggesting, perhaps, a long hiatus; the site has undergone significant changes since 2011 in terms of site ideology, and membership demographics.

Do you know when/why it changed?

[Longbowman]

Do you know when/why it changed?

It was before my time. At one point you had to be fully European to be on here, like Stormfront. Loki, I think, was never inherently interested in that side of things, and he had set the forum up with Vulpix, who was the ideologue of the two. When Vulpix left, Loki abandoned those policies. But again, at the time I wasn't even aware of this site's existence.

[Bobby Martnen]

It was before my time. At one point you had to be fully European to be on here, like Stormfront. Loki, I think, was never inherently interested in that side of things, and he had set the forum up with Vulpix, who was the ideologue of the two. When Vulpix left, Loki abandoned those policies. But again, at the time I wasn't even aware of this site's existence.

How did you find out about this site?

For me, I just stumbled upon it while googling about cultural and ethnic things.