Are you afraid to die?

[Wizz]

No. Sometimes I actually wish I was dead. I just think about my family that is all. What happens to me I don't care.

[Odelia]

The no votes are just trolling, let's admit that

[calxpal]

Honestly no and yes, I'd say no just because I've been very unlucky in the 25 years of my life and many bad things have happened in both my relationships/friendships with others, bullying, financial problems, and not always being recognized for my accomplishments. More bad than good, but still tons of good. I'm also not attractive as I could be (in my opinion) and I've had people say some horribly insulting things to me which have stained my mind forever. But yes, I am scared of dying at the same time because I do enjoy life despite all my struggles, there are many things I want to do and see, and I am trying to find my sense of purpose. I also want to try new things and make a change in the world.

[NSXD60]

The question is, how trying is the dying. Dying in your sleep say you? Ah, but you must awaken to release that last breath. Can you spell "smothering"?

[hmaohma78]

Death is a reality one has to accept. So no I'm not afraid of it happening. Dying on the other hand; depending on the scenario can absolutely be terrifying.

[Incal]

Less than the rest.

[Tsuin]

No, it is inevitable

[Atlantic Reptilian]

Honestly no and yes, I'd say no just because I've been very unlucky in the 25 years of my life and many bad things have happened in both my relationships/friendships with others, bullying, financial problems, and not always being recognized for my accomplishments. More bad than good, but still tons of good. I'm also not attractive as I could be (in my opinion) and I've had people say some horribly insulting things to me which have stained my mind forever. But yes, I am scared of dying at the same time because I do enjoy life despite all my struggles, there are many things I want to do and see, and I am trying to find my sense of purpose. I also want to try new things and make a change in the world.

I'm sorry to hear that.

I think you look like a nice and friendly person (I don't know if that means attractive, but at the same time personality is important so I guess so?)

[calxpal]

I'm sorry to hear that.

I think you look like a nice and friendly person (I don't know if that means attractive, but at the same time personality is important so I guess so?)

That's great to know and yeah things in my life took many unfortunate turns, I'll admit a small amount of it was my fault but still I've somehow managed to always stay motivated and appreciate the good times.

It's kind of hard to explain but part of my insecurity about my appearance comes from the fact that my sister is seen as more attractive than me (by most) And I've always noticed how obviously she's treated better than me by some people. She can make friends and get jobs with virtually no effort while I have to work really hard to do the same. She also often has men come up to her and compliment her and ask her out while I have experienced that very little. She also gets a lot of free things and favors from people which I never get......she always gets invited to parties, and I've even had friends I was loyal to dump me to be with her. Of course I don't hate her though, especially since it isn't her fault that she seemed to win the genetic lottery, she's my sister so I still have a good bond with her and I feel bad to say this stuff even but I feel like it helps to let out my experiences.

And sorry maybe this is too much information for you, you don't have to respond at all if you don't want.

[Atlantic Reptilian]

That's great to know and yeah things in my life took many unfortunate turns, I'll admit a small amount of it was my fault but still I've somehow managed to always stay motivated and appreciate the good times.

It's kind of hard to explain but part of my insecurity about my appearance comes from the fact that my sister is seen as more attractive than me (by most) And I've always noticed how obviously she's treated better than me by some people. She can make friends and get jobs with virtually no effort while I have to work really hard to do the same. She also often has men come up to her and compliment her and ask her out while I have experienced that very little. She also gets a lot of free things and favors from people which I never get......she always gets invited to parties, and I've even had friends I was loyal to dump me to be with her. Of course I don't hate her though, especially since it isn't her fault that she seemed to win the genetic lottery, she's my sister so I still have a good bond with her and I feel bad to say this stuff even but I feel like it helps to let out my experiences.

I suppose it's true that she would get a lot of "good" things out of it, but at the same time, maybe you don't want to have people who are only your friends because of how attractive you are?
I have known girls who were considered attractive. I personally didn't think much about their attractiveness, and so since my eyes weren't on them, they were at other people. I noticed a lot of stares of infatuation and others that were obviously creepy. I told her that "this guy that you talked to was a bit strange" because he was overly nice to her and gave her strange looks (when she wasn't noticing it). She didn't notice it herself. There was also a guy in a car that acted like he took pictures of the view (we were visiting a city as tourists) and we were so shocked and confused. We didn't know why he did that but it was quite obvious in the end.

She also told me that she found (visible) body hair disgusting and that males (who have body hair) shouldn't walk around without a shirt. I suppose that her mother's boyfriend(s) were older and maybe preyed on her when she was younger? She said that she wouldn't want to have sons when she has kids.

And sorry maybe this is too much information for you, you don't have to respond at all if you don't want.

You don't have to worry about that.