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even though Im technically a half white half black guy,I personally would not date a woman who sleeps with blacks or non-med white men.I dont particurlarly have a problem with men of those races actually dating women of my interest's group.but on a personal level I find white men to look like corpses,ghosts,with ghoulish features similar to the Japanese oni or tengu monster.to me its a sign of mental illness to be attracted to that,especially if he is average looking,I just assume the woman is a whore completely for anything white(like many asian women).Im not actually revolted by a woman that has dated a white man but am opposed to it intellectually because I consider non-med white men to be essentially asexual creatures .I dont respect women that do that.just like I dont respect women that date fat ugly guys or old men.even if I dont have anything against men that do that .
OTOH I respect women that go for west african blacks but at the same time feel a revulsion to said woman.I think to find those features,skin and hair combo attractive especially over a ''Generic human''(basically any human without extreme colouring or hair type abberations).its to me a sign of mental illness.or atleast sexual perversion.I just dont see how anyone can find black men attractive even if they have broad shoulders.
I feel the same exact way about whites.I dont see how a woman with a normal sence of sexuality can consider pink skin,snake like eyes and light hair more attractive than dark hair,and golden skin or atleast warm toned white skin of the generic humans.it just doesnt ''fit''to see such a couple.like a giant woman with a short man of 5'2.
I feel abstractelly more beautiful than black men and I think women have a abstract sence in attraction too(not just going for DOM brutes)while I feel primally superior to white men and think even if white men are abstractelly average they are primally insufficient.I think generic humans are a good mix of both.
I can't take it seriousely.
maybe im just a self hating racist.being of mostly west african,latin and northern euro origins I should technically not hold these feelings,yet I feel much more affinity with my phenotype than my genotype or culture.I feel much more closer to a afghan or sephardic jew than a black puerto rican/louisianian creole or a waspy caucasian.
I also get jealous if I see a Mediterrenean or generic human female with either a black or nordic type guy.I feel no jealousy for black women,brown puerto rican women,mulattas or white women of nordic stock.just indifference.
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