Update: I have been making friends (my age)

[Gamaliel]

I rejoined Discord servers with many users who live nearby and I have been conversing acceptably with them... I have been ridiculed for resembling Momo Challenge, Spiderwick, Jeff the Killer, Casper the Ghost (nonsensical), and accused of being a transsexual... that is besides the point... I have really evolved as a person since I would simply say "lol ok" in response to being ridiculed or sexually harassed. I do not think I have social anxiety anymore, and I have figured out a formidable purpose in my life which is to "investigate" those who think radically different from me... clashes in opinion nurture evolution in thought after all since you must refine the contradictions to perfect (and consolidate) the final factuality... I am waiting for these clothes that I ordered- shipping impedited from COVID- to arrive so that I could venture out to one of those high school/university parties or clubs... I have never been partying before... I believe that if I am able to withstand a libertine party without vertigo or emesis (as I cannot tolerate crowds and loud, vulgar cacophonies) I will be infallible.

I believe the pandemic and solitude limited my capacity for social interaction and I thus became hypersensitive to the impressions of others... I think the internet (Discord) is a little bit of a simulation and real life is obviously going to be much, much different...

And yes, I befriended some young men who were a bit younger than me. They embraced "noFap," had Patrick Bateman avatars, and were interested in philosophy + intellectualism and obviously more right-tending... none of them like homosexuals. I realized that it is very abnormal to be a virgin at my age (19 turning 20) with zero dating experience, but I do not care (at all). I am "waiting until marriage" (laugh)

Admittedly, 99.9% of them are stupid and all they think about is sex. I am not going to bother with them. They want a reaction and responding with "lol ok" whether it be digital, vocal, or in real life is perfection and I am impressed by myself since previously, I would threaten to kill them for making sexual comments about me...

BWV 975 is a masterpiece.

[Richmondbread]

Do you think I'm ugly?

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[Gamaliel]

Do you think I'm ugly?

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You look like this FTM I know

[mitalit]

Do you think I'm ugly?

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[Jansob]

A genuine confident relaxed smile would do wonders. But you'd have to be confident and genuine and relaxed, so it's not likely to happen.

Look at how many actors have good and awful pictures based almost entirely on facial expression......base looks don't mean that much for average people, it's whether your personality is decent and comes through.

[JamesBond007]

Do you think I'm ugly?

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Nigga you are talking to a transexual serial killer there are no real TM women on here or a very little amount of real women.

[Richmondbread]

You look like this FTM I know

I don't know why you would say that. You called that average looking guy a gigachad. Are you being ironic ?

[Richmondbread]

A genuine confident relaxed smile would do wonders. But you'd have to be confident and genuine and relaxed, so it's not likely to happen.

Look at how many actors have good and awful pictures based almost entirely on facial expression......base looks don't mean that much for average people, it's whether your personality is decent and comes through.

I look like an actor, I am one.

[Richmondbread]

I rejoined Discord servers with many users who live nearby and I have been conversing acceptably with them... I have been ridiculed for resembling Momo Challenge, Spiderwick, Jeff the Killer, Casper the Ghost (nonsensical), and accused of being a transsexual... that is besides the point... I have really evolved as a person since I would simply say "lol ok" in response to being ridiculed or sexually harassed. I do not think I have social anxiety anymore, and I have figured out a formidable purpose in my life which is to "investigate" those who think radically different from me... clashes in opinion nurture evolution in thought after all since you must refine the contradictions to perfect (and consolidate) the final factuality... I am waiting for these clothes that I ordered- shipping impedited from COVID- to arrive so that I could venture out to one of those high school/university parties or clubs... I have never been partying before... I believe that if I am able to withstand a libertine party without vertigo or emesis (as I cannot tolerate crowds and loud, vulgar cacophonies) I will be infallible.

I believe the pandemic and solitude limited my capacity for social interaction and I thus became hypersensitive to the impressions of others... I think the internet (Discord) is a little bit of a simulation and real life is obviously going to be much, much different...

And yes, I befriended some young men who were a bit younger than me. They embraced "noFap," had Patrick Bateman avatars, and were interested in philosophy + intellectualism and obviously more right-tending... none of them like homosexuals. I realized that it is very abnormal to be a virgin at my age (19 turning 20) with zero dating experience, but I do not care (at all). I am "waiting until marriage" (laugh)

Admittedly, 99.9% of them are stupid and all they think about is sex. I am not going to bother with them. They want a reaction and responding with "lol ok" whether it be digital, vocal, or in real life is perfection and I am impressed by myself since previously, I would threaten to kill them for making sexual comments about me...

BWV 975 is a masterpiece.

I'm too good for you.

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[Gamaliel]

I don't know why you would say that. You called that average looking guy a gigachad. Are you being ironic ?

He is a good-looking guy though... far from average. Girls my age worship men who resemble him.

You look FTM. Aherne is an exemplar of an older, handsome, masculine user (has that edgy look) and you are far from him