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thanks but i take all the parameters in consideration, for now it's just textual and virtual for sure,but it's the way than i explain and i want to take,i'am aware of what you saying about heartbreaking,and as i want do the things in the right order step by step,and because i am not here (understand in the dating process) for hurting anyone,
for the failure i'am not so sure as i defined the frame at the early begining,my goal is to wrote something really massive about me and my approach under the form of a private blog/extended dating profile,something i will able to purpose to a young woman my deep mindset, i haven't started yet because i have other things to do,primally making money,but it will be multilingual,approaching different master key elements ,but i desire really to moved in europe,meeting the very few women who fit with my mindset,i don't really believe than my age it's a particular problem,in the contrary i think it could be an advantage,as some ones don't really understand,no matter i'am certainly a rank above them,without false modesty,seen the things ,my things as a mission or a quest,most of the people don't reflect deeply and as i have time and a subsequent backround i'am able to design a complete different path and behaviour,but only in the way than i became wealthy,primordial key,for reaching my goal without subsequent money i couldn't do nothing from my house on my chair behind my screen, i still a lurker and not an actor to my great disappointment,i have change a lot since the beginning of this will ,i'am aware of you are saying because we have allready interact together and you are one of the rare here who is able to follow my twisted mindset,it's all to your honor, I'am a DIY,never been better served by herself,and all of that without an inch of diploma,meaning i haven't the school-leaving qualification,and this damn thing is problematic for finding a descent job nowadays.i don't want a young woman/girl giving herself" to me without knowing the consequences,it's because my path is atypical than i'am able to purpose something different,what's i need it's money, a bike driving licence and a bike,but train could do the thing also,the difference with USA is than europe is more reachable by earth,we don't need necesserily to take a plane for moving from a big area to an other one,laugh a bit i have a friend who have been in netherlands in bicycle from the parisianer area,very doable,a long week but doable.and you have very good earthian transports in USA,like trains but also big car lines.
for beeing more clear i purpose a material,a kind of canvas and if she is able to understand ,good for me,i don't decide i don't choose at the first view,she will,meaning i make a reverse process,but i will if she's hooked by what i'am purposing,for taking an image, i apply the total opposite creating a new dynamic.
but for backing of the topic where i'am interrested what's i need it's a kind of reflection of myself in the person than i wish to courtised,but i don't looking for a clone,but someone who will able to fit at 80% with me,i know than the task it's quite hard, i recognize it,i will probaly adjust some minor elements but without to be completly aside of my original wish.the main problem it's than i'am in a diatribe ,a monologue,on my side it's working,but for the other concerned part i really don't know
i hope you will understand my deep mindset,the future will telling us.
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