I Don't Want To Be A Christian Anymore

[Emperor Caligula]

I've came through a big paranoia about hurt these last days, i can get hurt at any momment... It makes the existence of God really hard to believe, why the world needs to be like that? I cannot imagine how Hell or a spiritual punishment could be worse than our lives... Life is suffering, foccusing on after death makes no sense.
It is better to get used to and learn how to deal with it only by myself, here and now.

If Christianity doesn't make sense to you, and you genuinely can't justify believing it anymore, than don't believe in it. Think it over and come to your own conclusions.

[викторслава]

Christianity is just not a very pragmatuc religion like some others that you can practice literally everywhere.
Since i began to work, very abstract thing like religious concepts began to made less sense, real life is just too logical
I work as egg picker and since Buddhist practices really helped me, like getting more in shape and faster
Though some may not consider Buddhim as a religion, more like a philosophy. So i am atheost now.
I still like Christianity and have the belief in God on still possible but i don't think too much on it anymore, if because if he exists, i will probably find out anyways.

be a bogomil if you want to practice it everywhere

[Smaland]

Double post.

[Smaland]

4) For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost,

5) And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come,

6) If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.

I take no joy whatsoever in saying this, but apostasy is a sin that Heaven does not forgive.