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Another dead honest question.
As many of you all know my family is Pontic Greek and Greek from Thrace. While I speak a good bit of Pontic Greek, and a good bit of Greek.
I have never imagined myself being really Greek, when I was younger my family taught me to love Greece and what not, but now that I am 22, I only feel ever more distant from actually feeling Greek. I feel like my families Pontic culture differs quite a bit from my mainland Greek family culture in certain ways, and the history through text books to my families stories especially from my Pontic roots really presses the fact that it makes me feel less Greek.
I know I trolled a lot a 3-4 years ago about this whole Greek ancestry thing and acting Turkish and Albanian, but in all seriousness, I do not see why there is that distinction of Pontic Greek. Pontus I feel is its own thing.
Maybe I have been in America too long, I do not know. I used to feel super passionate about Greece, but over time and studying a lot of Anatolian culture and history, I feel ever so more distant. Maybe it is a personal thing, I know a lot of Pontic's went to Greece during the population exchange like my family did, but I do not feel that is a reason to all of a sudden "become" Greek.
Anyone care to inform me how I am wrong? Food for thought I guess, feeling in my vibes tonight
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