I wish I wasn’t a homosexual.

**Wallace Darling** · 01-28-2021, 01:43 AM

Heyyy mannn, bestt to accept yourself. Find a nice guy.

**catgeorge** · 01-28-2021, 02:29 AM

Mentally inferiors. Can't handle the heat being in a relationship with a woman and coping loving beautiful beings such as the female as they are too challenging and stressful - and hence, mentally inept.

**Ranger0075** · 01-28-2021, 02:45 AM

**Loki** · 01-28-2021, 04:36 AM

Originally Posted by barnumandbailey

And I don’t quite understand what I did to deserve this particular fate.

God can heal you from this curse. Ask Jesus to come into your life and be your Lord and saviour.

**Blondie** · 01-28-2021, 07:37 AM

What gay type are you? As i know there are two type:

1. The girly one ("f*cktoy") who acting like girl, he play the female role in the gay relationships and bed

2. The manly strong muscular bull, called "Captain" who dominate the girly gays

Are you toy or captain?

**frankhammer** · 01-28-2021, 07:57 AM

^^

The things you read on the internet.

**Mortimer** · 01-28-2021, 08:06 AM

Very positive that you realised that. Bravisimo. Great man. First is to realise it is wrong to be gay. "But something is wrong here and what is it and why im gay".

Question: Why did you deserved to be Gay? Why are you Gay?

I think it is a trial for you, in this world, a struggle. And it is a Cross like many other Crosses. You being gay, is a mirror of Christs Passion, just think how Christ was crucified, but he was victurious and defeated death. See it this way your struggle or love for men, or dreams where you have sex with men, is a Cross like Christs passion.

Love your Cross as through it you will discover your true strenght, your true courage, your true self.

That being said, there is good news. You dont need to have sex with men, just like nuns or monks dont have sex with men or women, you dont need to marry a man or have sex with a man because you have those feelings. The orientation itself is not something which is sinful, only if you have sex with men.

I myself had dreams that I have sex with men, I dont know why, maybe Im on the Kinsley scale or subconsciously a bit gay or experienced a trial a struggle. I dont know but I was more scared of it then anything, I was scared that it will hurt my dignity, my humanity, my spirit and soul and body. I didnt wanted to have sex with men. And Im sure if you go that path to have sex with men, you might or likely experience many abuses, by gay men. There are many accounts and stories, where gay men get abused, raped, etc. many gay men get raped, etc. Go on the path of Christ and love your Cross you will discover your true innerbeing and that is not defined by you being gay.