Originally Posted by
Morena
This has been a hard year for me.
My husband doesn't have a job still (in his field), even though he's been searching for more than a year. He got unemployment but it didn't renew. I'm going to be forced to get food stamps because although I work, I don't make enough for our mortgage and other bills.
I have lost several friends, including some from here, which has been particularly painful. I changed my name so I wouldn't bother them and remind them of "myself."
I have had a whole family think I'm a "puta' because their son got caught flirting with me in RLF. I didn't mean anything, and I wanted to talk to them about it. But before I could, I the father got mad and I know that they've been surveilling me, watching me, going on my facebook page, etc.
And finally, I lost a friend because he was foolish enough to confess over the phone, when all I wanted was to be a big sister to him. He was like a broken bird. I wanted him to have his wings mended and fly away. But what happened? He was dumb and said he loved me. Now I can't talk to him ever again.
14 people I know have died this year. I've never known so many people to have died in one year. And no, they haven't died all of Covid. Some have died of old age, while others have died of accidents, family members who have died of ODs, freak sicknesses. I was there when someone died by of being hit by a car.
I can't stand it anymore.
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