No matter what I did, I could not get rid of the spiritual emptiness, troubles and depression inside me. I think the only way is sports. I couldn't even quit smoking. I think I'll leave it when I get used to sports.

I decided to stop crying like a woman and become a real man.
and I will do my best and surrender myself to God.

I think this world is a man's world. Those who are not a real man and those who do not struggle cannot achieve anything. Struggle is a rule of nature.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C3n2R...BiNWFlZA%3D%3D