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I´ve given up on going to psychiatrists/psychologists. They´ve never helped and often just made things worse. I was extremely shy as a child, and somewhat of a daydreamer (didnt always pay attention in class) so my mother sent me to a shrink and they diagnosed me with ADD and started giving me Ritalin and Prosac, even though there was nothing really wrong with me. Even at 8 years old I was smart enough to know that I didn´t really need these meds.
After a few months I decided I was sick and tired of being drugged, so I stopped taking them in secret and made an effort to be more attentive and sociable in school. The doctors were amazed at how I had improved, so I told my mother the truth. The doctors then asked my mother and the school nurse to make sure I swallowed my meds, which caused even further harm to my confidence and self esteem. I felt like there was something wrong with me, that I was stupid or crazy and needed medication in order to be a normal child.
As the years passed, the Ritalin and Prosac started causing behavioral problems and eventually I was able to prove that I did´t need them. But I feel as though a lot of my anxiety and depression stems from those years where I was forcibly medicated. I also now have a phobia of all doctors.
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