I'm the most spiritually handicapped human being of the world

**ChristianPlaickner87** · 02-15-2018, 03:41 PM

My name is Christian Plaickner, I'm 30, was born and grew up in Bolzano-Bozen, east Alps zone. My father is from South Tyrol, German motherlanguage, my mother from South Italy, Cosenza, Calabria. They met in Florence because of university and then moved to Bolzano because he lived there. I have an older brother. I left the scientific high school at the last year because I was not good and had no good interactions with others, so I began psychiatric treatment because I didn't search for work for the same reason..I can't relate with other people. It was in 2005, after a few months of drugs I was delusional because I hoped they would improve my psychological strenght so I read on google about painless suicide methods...there was not much at that time, I read to eat mice poison and did it, but it didn't work...and in case it would have been not painless said me my doctor....so the following years were even more difficult....I always had troubles with my spiritual weakness but now it's worse. I disagree with the majority of people that indicate blacks, muslims, arabs, orientals, amerindians as the problem...I think the problem is my mother. Me and she have a dolichocephalic head. Pictures of me are on my facebook profile(Christian Plaickner Beniamin). She has a strange occipital bone more accentuate than mine, I touched it, but never saw her with shaved head....ask me what you want I don't have problems telling you my story. Maybe I have a more negroid face aspect, she a normal Italian one, my father and my brother too. Ok, sorry for my English, I do my best but it's bad I know it.

**wvwvw** · 02-15-2018, 03:51 PM

**ChristianPlaickner87** · 02-15-2018, 03:57 PM

is there something that you don't understand wvwvw?

**~~Linebacker~~** · 02-15-2018, 04:30 PM

Yea man having a dolicho head is know to cause introvertness and depression.

**~~revealman~~** · 02-15-2018, 04:34 PM

Originally Posted by ChristianPlaickner87

My name is Christian Plaickner, I'm 30, was born and grew up in Bolzano-Bozen, east Alps zone. My father is from South Tyrol, German motherlanguage, my mother from South Italy, Cosenza, Calabria. They met in Florence because of university and then moved to Bolzano because he lived there. I have an older brother. I left the scientific high school at the last year because I was not good and had no good interactions with others, so I began psychiatric treatment because I didn't search for work for the same reason..I can't relate with other people. It was in 2005, after a few months of drugs I was delusional because I hoped they would improve my psychological strenght so I read on google about painless suicide methods...there was not much at that time, I read to eat mice poison and did it, but it didn't work...and in case it would have been not painless said me my doctor....so the following years were even more difficult....I always had troubles with my spiritual weakness but now it's worse. I disagree with the majority of people that indicate blacks, muslims, arabs, orientals, amerindians as the problem...I think the problem is my mother. Me and she have a dolichocephalic head. Pictures of me are on my facebook profile(Christian Plaickner Beniamin). She has a strange occipital bone more accentuate than mine, I touched it, but never saw her with shaved head....ask me what you want I don't have problems telling you my story. Maybe I have a more negroid face aspect, she a normal Italian one, my father and my brother too. Ok, sorry for my English, I do my best but it's bad I know it.

maybe you are asperger, then you need a home job or office job where you can do your stuff alone

there is mo need to give up, you can work at improving your life

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**wvwvw** · 02-15-2018, 04:34 PM

**ChristianPlaickner87** · 02-15-2018, 06:10 PM

I saw many autistic people on the web and some in reality I think, for sure I saw downs and other handicappeds because they were with me in a psychiatric institution(community), I think I have nothing in common with them....they are socially better....by the way I made a test for autism and it resulted negative and I'm bad at working too, I'm not smart and have no abilities to use.
I discovered this year that in Belgium and Netherlands there is euthanasia for psychiatric patients and in the US and Canada they want to discuss the thing too. I asked through facebook the main politicians of Italy Germany and Austria and received answer from the same party in Austria and Germany...they disagree...and people too. I speak of this because I have suicide thoughts since 2005 but dont have the power to face pain so I would do it only with a painless method....for example with the car gas, but I dont have the opportunity.