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Trust me hermana or can I call you senyorita?
All though I live in an Asian country, we have the racial and ethnic diversity of a Latino one...
And my experience whith Filipino homosexuals can't be categorized.
When I was a child my first haircut I can remember was with a homosexual barber and he was bald tough looking and extremely masculine Malayo Polynesian dude. Yet he was gay in that he said I was so gwapo all the time and that he said that he wanted me to be a bakla.
The other experience I had was when my Mother ran for City Councilor and all the elites of the town came to our house. One of their scions, a pure-bred criollo, who even had Hazel eyes, very macho and tall and had even joined male pageant searches and was a known womanizer, freaking sexually stimulated me and he grabbed underneath my shirt to palm my nipples and grabbed my crotch.
Another experience I had was with my Chinese-Spanish mestizo childhood friend whom I affectionately called "Chino".
Whenever I went to his house to play computer games or basketball, he sometimes would peek at me peeing or taking a bath. He's probably not homosexual though just homo curious since he lacks brothers as he was an only child.
Another experience I had was with a flamboyant homosexual whom I liked hanging around with since he was funny as fuck. He looked Negrito but was effiminate and he was also at the same time very white worshipping and he would proclaim his love of Tisoys, he got what he wanted and found an American lover in the internet.
Another was in the public transpo with a reasonable manly and handsome Spanish-Malay Mestizo dude who sat besides me with his Chinita girlfriend, he looked into my eyes with pure lust and I looked back expressing concern, I felt the sexual tension in the air, he freaking frotted me and his girlfriend just sat there and looked at us and I knew she was aroused.
I also had another experience, this time with my own sister, one time I used her computer and when I checked on her history. Then I found out that she secretly read and wrote Yaoi Homoerotic Fan fiction. My previous experience with homosexuals tend to be detached and unemotional and even unholy to me but when I read some of her stories out of curiosity, even though I was not mentally or bodily aroused, my heart was emotionally aroused at how homosexuals struggle, hide and grapple with their identity amidst persecution.
I find this story she shared to me very thought provoking since it deals with cases when straight men fall for gay seduction...
https://www.literotica.com/s/manly-persuasion-ch-01-1
And as I as macho straight man (I'm not macho anymore though I got fat recently) I find the experience relatable since I have been seduced several times in my life by varieties of gay men (Though I never got to the point of fucking them). I don't know why gays lust over straight men the most instead of their fellow gays but such mysteries are beyond me.
(I even made an account to comment, homophobia be damned, I'm solid in my straight identity but I'm open minded). I think it may arouse you too since women are very more emotional than men
https://www.literotica.com/s/manly-p...ch-03-1?page=3
That got me addicted on writing and reading stories too. So in high school I became a poet and writer and I published two books.
I then decided that I shouldn't condemn homosexuals anymore.
Then my other homoerotic but not homosexual experiences include mutually jerking my high school best friend while watching straight porn, Maria Ozawa was our fave go to gal.
Then when I joined the monastery, I had the same case with you having confusion over one whether one was bisexual due to a very deep and profound friendship but it didn't apply to me but to my best friend in the monastery, he was bullied by others but I publicly defended him from the crowd since I'm a freaking fierce and devoted person by nature, we were both very intelligent and he was the Salutotorian, me I was only in the top 7 of my class since I'm a lazy fuck. But we bonded because we mutually loved Philosophy and we both have Mudejar upbringing, he grew up in Sulu amidst Muslim fanatics and he knew Arabic and Tausug and I was a fan of Muslim Spain and the Reconquista and even I myself had an Arab nickname so we immediately clicked. There was a point wherein I said if I go to visit his house in Sulu I said that I would gladly be martyred for him. He really damn admired me for my bravery, physique, emotional depth and philosophical intelligence, and he said that he loved me too and used to steal my underwear and wear it. I also wear his clothes too but not his underwear, But I was thinking more on Agape love not Erotic love and he was confused on it like you were due to our intense emotional bonds. He offered me a blowjob which I politely declined out of respect to his manhood. Our emotional intensity was seeping into the sexual realm, at least for him. But I convinced him to be straight and he now has a girlfriend.
Anyway.
Sometimes, I think western society is too stuck up on being tough and manly it robs men of genuine male bonding which I got a lot of and also graciously given but not to the point of being a faggot about it.
My two centavos, mi senyorita.
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True masculinity is found through courage, love and faithfulness not that pretentious show offy tough guy facade most men mistakenly thought is the macho ideal.
I think the chivalry of the medieval knights is more masculine than some fucking tough guy fuck boi.
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To prove that I'm not shitting you guys on on our ethnic diversity in the Philippines, I'm posting pictures. I secretly took right now...
You can see Mullatos, Mestizos, Criollos, Latinos and Chinitas, Malays and Negritas around the lobby where I sit right now.
Some my best friends and brothers in the monastery...
They're now deacons too...
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